The spaceship

"Mughal painting is a particular style of South Asian painting, generally confined to miniatures either as book illustrations or as single works to be kept in albums, which emerged from Persian miniature painting, with Indian Hindu, Jain, and Buddhist influences, and developed during the period of the Mughal Empire (16th - 19th centuries)."

This spaceship takes me over to India and transcends me back to the ancient Mughal Empire.

"The Mughal Empire was an Indian imperial power that ruled a large portion of the Indian subcontinent. It began in 1526, invaded and ruled most of India by the late 17th and early 18th centuries, and ended in the mid-19th century."

"A major Mughal contribution to the Indian subcontinent was their unique architecture. Many monuments were built by the Muslim emperors, especially Shahjahan, during the Mughal era including the UNESCO World Heritage Site Taj Mahal, which is known to be one of the finer examples of Mughal architecture. Other World Heritage Sites includes the Humayun's Tomb, Fatehpur Sikri, Red Fort, Agra Fort, and Lahore Fort."

"Mughal painting was rich in variety and included portraits, events and scenes from court life, wild life and hunting scenes, and illustrations of battles."

"Mughal miniature paintings are still being created today by a small number of artists in Rajasthan concentrated mainly in Jaipur. Although many of these miniatures are skillful copies of the originals, some artists have produced modern works using classic methods to, at times, remarkable artistic effect."

It takes me 31 days to travel back to modern times from the ancient Indian world. I wish I could travel on this spaceship again with my love, from the modern times, through the space tunnel and arrive at the old days where we meet each other the first time and how we become together.

(Source: http://www.wikipedia.org/)

喜悅之道

每一次用6號的瓶子，日子都很開心快樂。五角星六，金／透明的莊子瓶B73，用了整整三個月，但一點也不覺得辛苦，而是用得很自在，很自得其樂，很悠閒，很有愛，很自覺，很有存在感。

失去了的東西，是為了讓我看清楚，那些不是我應執著的了。放開來，讓身心自我找回平衡，然後準備讓自己接納新的東西。

家庭、愛情、事業，是這三個原因令我2009出走。今天，我安然的回到我作為兒子的角色。偶爾也會想關起自己的耳朵，但我的心，不再太受噪音的影響。不知是什麼原因，我覺得和家人的關係和諧了很多。

今天，我很愛我的女朋友，我女朋友也很重視我。彼此的關懷和信任，讓我覺得又窩心又溫暖。而且，她令我有那種前所未有的共鳴感。和她一起有說不盡的話題，也令一向沉默寡言的我一反常態。互相分享著愛，互相分享著自我，讓愛在我們之間流動。我感覺到生命是如此的美妙。

今天，我在舊公司的崗位上，不需做那些煩人的舊香港項目，而是做新的大陸項目。新規範、新程序、新人事、新的薪水，重要的是，可以常常走動，呼吸新鮮空氣，看看青山綠水，比較適合我的個性。

沒有上年昨天的失落，焉知這年今天的喜悅。

放開來，回來的更值得擁抱。失去了，得到比想像的要多。

蛋糕舖的太子女

和金牛座的女孩子拍拖，就好像每天進蛋糕舖探望其太子女一樣，每次都會收到美味的食物！

海琪星座事件簿說：她一定會逛M&S的食品部

或者到糖水舖吃雞脾



或者收到窩心的朱古力

喜歡雪糕紅豆糕共享

當然還有蛋糕舖的甜蜜芝士蛋糕！

2 0 1 0 1 0 1 0

我的莊孫女結婚了，感覺是一切也很完美。

完美的醫生丈夫
完美的教堂婚禮
完美的淺水灣喜宴
完美的紫色喜帖
完美的初戀情人
完美的結婚證書日期

原來一切完美的事情真的可以同時發生

我在想，當我是新郎，站在新郎的那個位置，我會是如何？
心情又激動，又難過

國慶煙花

很久沒在香港看煙花了！

和在紐西蘭看的煙花不同。在異地過農曆新年時，碰巧在Dunedin看到，簡單的煙火，一炮兩炮的在天空隆隆作響，款式是沒香港那麼多，但我喜歡這沒預期下的驚喜。

在香港看煙花，四周盡是人，喧鬧得不得了，款式多得眼花撩亂，形式總是一幕一幕，最後一輪的天空轟炸後謝幕。

唯一不同的是，我喜歡和愛人一起看著這23分鐘的天空，時而紅配綠的花火，時而心形的圖案，弄得我們依嘩鬼叫。重要的不是看什麼，而是和誰一起看。

行路上山頂

今天一個人遊香港，原本想挑一個我未去過的地鐵站行下，看看究竟香港這一年轉變了多少。事緣前兩日到尖沙咀，竟然發現自己不知道1881 Heritage、K11、iSquare、The One。和同事唱K，也發現自己未聽過陳奕迅的新歌。實在是太遜啦！

結果，今天我沒有乘過地鐵，而是做了我從前常做的事情：行路上山頂。

由香港仔出發，沿貝璐道上，經過山中涼亭，行經薄扶林水塘道。今天放慢了腳步，中途休息了幾次，行了兩個半小時，上到凌霄閣。

其實，香港也有不比紐西蘭遜色的景色，只是我們出生在香港，生活在香港，感覺很多東西都是理所當然了。從紐西蘭回來，用回遊客的心情看香港的一樹一木，一街一景，雖有很多熟悉的東西，但也有很多新鮮的事兒！

Self-defense

Past behaviour patterns that have become completely unconscious now become active and come into play without your knowing it. Your efforts at self-assertion are undermined by these behavior patterns that you are not even aware of. And unfortunately the people who are alienated by these actions probably will not come out and say so, but will work behind the scenes to block your efforts. The only way you can counter this effect is to become completely conscious of yourself and these little self-defeating acts. If you feel emotionally upset as you often will during this time, refrain from any kind of significant confrontation with others. Instead, confront yourself. It is best at this time to work alone as much as possible.
Mars in the 12th House,  12, activity period from 20 September 2010 until end of October 2010

(Source: http://www.astro.com/)

This is so true for me recently. Past behaviours sneak out and undermine my love towards my partner. I am upset by myself, by my feminine side and by my inner male attitude towards my inner female. My right hand is fighting with my left hand. OMG, this feeling comes back. How should I deal with it?

Be a love angel.

水調歌頭 蘇軾

丙辰中秋，歡飲達旦，大醉，作此篇兼懷子由

明月幾時有？把酒問青天
不知天上宮闕，今夕是何年
我欲乘風歸去，惟恐瓊樓玉宇，高處不勝寒
起舞弄清影，何似在人間
轉朱閣，低綺戶，照無眼
不應有恨，何事長向別時圓
人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全
但願人長久，千里共嬋娟

早餐

這是班蘭蛋糕

這是紫晶酥

                                                                                          

這是香蕉蛋糕



愛人其實是愛自己的另一個形式。當愛人的時候，對方會以意想不到的方式愛著自己。這樣，好像對方是一面鏡子，照亮了自己看不到的部份。

紫芋酥、班蘭鬆、香蕉香。吃著這些早餐，心中很有甜絲絲的感覺。

今次不同於從前的。第一次有一種平衡、平靜、平和、對等的感覺。自紐西蘭這一年，學懂了尊重自己的感受，讓一直抑壓的念頭、情緒一下子解放了出來。當自己珍惜了自己，上天自然會安排一個會珍惜我的人出現。

From Heaven to Earth, back to the Centre of myself

At the end of B65 journey, I pick Osho cards and angel card for advice.

A summary of message is, B65 helps me to experience my spiritual ability. Use it to re-connect and vibrate with the world in order to benefit the poeple. To cut the negative connections and rebel from old thoughts and patterns, which serve no purpose on me now and in the future.

Next bottle of the golden thread, B73, Chang Tsu (莊子). It is a transformed bottle since 2008, when a lot of bottles have visual colour changes before the birth of B106. The lower fraction changes from clear to pale dull yellow. It looks like an inverted sunlight bottle B4, reconnect with our sunlight energy, by facing our fear and understanding our incarnation purpose. In the tree of life, B65 relates to King of Pentacles while B73 relates to Six of Pentacles, both inherited in the Tiphareth Sephirot, the central part of the tree. From Rider Waite tarot, King of Pentacles is like gathering the necessary resources and abundance, while Six of Pentacles is like sharing what I have with neccesary action. Everyone deserves to be cared of, to be loved, to be noticed, to be liked. (including myself)

Osho and angel message at the beginning of B73:

The mind is where I focus my lightwork, vegetables and high frequency energy may help on the journey, becoming mature with feminine energy to accept, embrace and nurture.

B65 (Violet / Red) The name of this bottle is "Head in Heaven, Feet on Earth) I start to use this bottle on 4 July and finish on 9 September 2010. This bottle is with me for this big transition from NZ to HK.

Violet on top is transformation through service, Red on bottom is physical, grounding, practical qualities. I remember I did one consultation and the client chose B65 as her first bottle. "Spirituality in a practical manner" Groundingly, practically put myself to service the world.
When I first came back to HK, I was not in a rush to find a job. I believe there is one job, which is suitable for me, and will come to find me.
I ask myself, if I am going to use my ability and quality to service the world, what kind of job I am doing? I have no immediate answer, but I let myself open for this job to find me. One day, I receive a call from my previous colleague. He tells me there is one ARE position available in the previous company. Although I am not that eager about going back to the same place, I do not totally shut the door, because I know this is the call I am waiting for months.
Thanks to the introduction from my previous colleagues, I need to think thoroughly for one night whether I want to call back my previous boss. If I go back, I won't be an ARE, but I don't want to go back to the same position, so there may be a chance for me to work in the mainland or Singapore office. As I still have one year floating period (according to Deepak's reading on my astrology chart, and also I am in personal year 9 this year), now I still won't know exactly what I am going to be. This year, maybe a year for me to prepare for the next pinnacle.
When I was still in NZ in June, I realize my goals and objectives after coming back to HK. I won't be floating forever, I need a home. I need to build up my own home, pursue my career and find my chosen family member. I am a fully grown up person now, and can't be acting irresponsibly all the time. In order to do so, I become practical, as well as spiritual.
As if I am sailing in the ocean, if I don't have a destination, I won't have sense of direction, and I must fail by wasting all my energy. Only when I set my destination, I have the focus and won't lose direction any more.
B65 is my 1st bottle in the 4-bottle selection. The meaning for me is "to practically serve my purpose to the world." Before going back to Engineering, I was thinking to apply for some other things like police, flight attendant. Luckily, there are some signs telling me to wait patiently. After starting work, the AO / EO positions are opened, I toss my lucky and coin but it says no. I am quite surprised why the messages are so firm that I must be on Engineering, while my feeling is still so floating. However, I believe there is a reason for everything happened. Neptune will be near my IC for 5 more years, maybe that's why it is so misty ahead.
Anyway, B65 is like a re-birth of me. While all bottles before B65 is about clearing my old patterning, all bottles after B65 help me to develop myself in the future.

創意

記得我小時候參加填顏色比賽，我上台拿了冠軍，但是畫不是我畫的，是我爸爸畫的。
我好戰戰兢兢的上台，生怕別人看到了我的心虛。
我的美術成績並不好，好像有一次還不合格。我不知道這跟小時候的冒充有沒有關係，但我是確定自己的才華，應該不在藝術方面。
不過，今天，我對自己改觀了。我和媽媽到了圖書館的徐悲鴻和香港學生作品展，現場有攤位供市民隨意畫畫。我坐下了，第一幅，用黑色墨汁畫了紐西蘭太平洋的日出。第二幅，用紅色水彩寫了書法和畫了一些中色圖案。雖然這不是什麼大作品，但我看著我的畫，有種莫名的感動。我是畫我想畫的東西，沒人在旁干擾，沒有需要學習其他人。而且，我的創意，有我自己的風格，都是反映著我的感受。
創意就是這樣子的吧！

Archangel Michael

自從學習了天使療法，使用天使牌多了，對其功用也了解多了。現在每天早上都會開奧修襌卡、天使卡，用Aura-Soma平衡油、Pomander和Quintessence。

奧修襌卡給我當天的意識上的覺察，
天使卡像一個友人提醒我每天要做的事情，
平衡油帶領我走過每兩個月的心靈課題，
Pomander和Quintessence平衡身體上和氣場上的能量，讓我心曠神怡地迎接每一天。

每天戴著Archangel Michael的吊咀，提醒自己，我是有被愛護著的，我是值得擁有我應得的，我是追隨著自己的信念和人生目標的。

我做得到

回到公司一段時間了，第一兩天沒什麼事情做，挺悶的，老是打瞌睡。星期二，我電腦壞了，被電腦部拿去修理。星期三，沒電腦用，很是納悶，上司開始給我武漢項目的工作。星期四，電腦終於修好了，原來是之前的用者安裝了有毒的程式，現在修理好，太好啦！星期五，上海項目突然說來就來，在香港的兩個地盤也需要我監督。

回到原來的位置，就是要處理從前工作上受的傷。

和大老闆說了我有興趣回大陸工作，是想著香港的工作模式不是很適合我，想到其他的地方試試。另一方面，我的十年買樓、結婚、生小孩計劃，卻好像和回大陸的想法不一致。建立自己的家庭，是我這十年內的目標，工作是為這計劃而服務的，感情的建立也是過程中最重要的元素。雖然，現在看不到這三方面如何配合，但是上天既然指引了自己走這條路，那就走下去吧！

我相信我做得到，做得好，做得開心，做得輕鬆，做得漂亮，做得讓其他人也能分享我的喜悅。

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Yahoo 的舊 email 被 virus 襲擊，連累 contact list 中的好友常常收到 phished email。Facebook 的舊帳號也被盜用，害我要逐一通知友人 block 了舊的我。一切有關舊筆名的東西，看來是時候讓它平靜離開了。把 Homepage 轉了 Google，有點不習慣，但這是一個新的開始！一個代表自己的開始！