B65 (Violet / Red) The name of this bottle is "Head in Heaven, Feet on Earth) I start to use this bottle on 4 July and finish on 9 September 2010. This bottle is with me for this big transition from NZ to HK.
Violet on top is transformation through service, Red on bottom is physical, grounding, practical qualities. I remember I did one consultation and the client chose B65 as her first bottle. "Spirituality in a practical manner" Groundingly, practically put myself to service the world.When I first came back to HK, I was not in a rush to find a job. I believe there is one job, which is suitable for me, and will come to find me.
I ask myself, if I am going to use my ability and quality to service the world, what kind of job I am doing? I have no immediate answer, but I let myself open for this job to find me. One day, I receive a call from my previous colleague. He tells me there is one ARE position available in the previous company. Although I am not that eager about going back to the same place, I do not totally shut the door, because I know this is the call I am waiting for months.
Thanks to the introduction from my previous colleagues, I need to think thoroughly for one night whether I want to call back my previous boss. If I go back, I won't be an ARE, but I don't want to go back to the same position, so there may be a chance for me to work in the mainland or Singapore office. As I still have one year floating period (according to Deepak's reading on my astrology chart, and also I am in personal year 9 this year), now I still won't know exactly what I am going to be. This year, maybe a year for me to prepare for the next pinnacle.
When I was still in NZ in June, I realize my goals and objectives after coming back to HK. I won't be floating forever, I need a home. I need to build up my own home, pursue my career and find my chosen family member. I am a fully grown up person now, and can't be acting irresponsibly all the time. In order to do so, I become practical, as well as spiritual.
As if I am sailing in the ocean, if I don't have a destination, I won't have sense of direction, and I must fail by wasting all my energy. Only when I set my destination, I have the focus and won't lose direction any more.
B65 is my 1st bottle in the 4-bottle selection. The meaning for me is "to practically serve my purpose to the world." Before going back to Engineering, I was thinking to apply for some other things like police, flight attendant. Luckily, there are some signs telling me to wait patiently. After starting work, the AO / EO positions are opened, I toss my lucky and coin but it says no. I am quite surprised why the messages are so firm that I must be on Engineering, while my feeling is still so floating. However, I believe there is a reason for everything happened. Neptune will be near my IC for 5 more years, maybe that's why it is so misty ahead.
Anyway, B65 is like a re-birth of me. While all bottles before B65 is about clearing my old patterning, all bottles after B65 help me to develop myself in the future.
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